Year 2006

Check it out, Its my earlier pictures which I updated on friendster when I was younger. Flash backing, Ive already been using computers for like more than 5 years since I was about 9 when I start using it. I was really bad in english that time. I've created many accounts on the net with my unmature and broken mind.See that bandage on my hand? I've accidently put my hand in the oven due to my blurness as to my heart which escape the whole fact that I was in the real world. I was an Hikikomori. I sit infront the com every single day, eating, playing, online, chit-chat was what makes me alive until secondary life. Audition, Pangya, Maple, King Kong, DnL, was my life.I feared humans except my family. I hated going out to the bright sun. I dont have any friends in real life as my community is the people in internet which I never met. Well, I would have died at an early age if there's no internet to make my meaning of life after living in a whole new world without community. I've transferred for the first time to a school which has no chinese but only me. I was not used to it. I couldnt make myself use to it as since I started schooling there were a lots of chinese ,I barely speak Bm especially I was really bitchy and childish. I've hated a lot. Over the years Ive become a lot of different character and was still finding for what I want until now when I found what I am. This was about my earlier age during primary school but not now so this is not me now but the tale of weak and old joey.

Back Then 1997

Here's a picture of everyone including when my grandparents are healthier and younger, dad and mom often goes back to our hometown, the little girl with the pants pulled up so high is the one and only me. Beside me is when mom had her short bob hair. It seem to be trendy that time. Beside mommy is aunty . Looking at this flash back, will makes my brain automatic-ly flash to how bad my grandpa is doing in the hospital now. I guess its the time of the year already. His body starts to damage one by one including from the legs to the brain, dad and uncle were still paying the doctor to keep him alive, which for my opinion , is really suffering while using a lot of money including the money dad saved for our new planned life which drowned badly, dad's bank is getting less and less money because of this and if this continues I have no faith our family will have a good meal to eat anymore in near future , Grandma wasnt well informed about it but she knew it was bad but not this bad by the secret fact that grandpa fainted and stopped breathing for quite awhile but miraclely came back alive and suffered , the family kept it a secret from her which I think was really unfair from my opinion. She should at least get to be prepared or say her goodbye. I believe if her children keep keeping this a secret and one day grandpa suddenly dissapeared it would be a huger shock for her as her health is getting worst, they should have tell her when she was still healthier to stay strong now, well, Im more like an outsider even thought Im her grandchildren as we rarely see each other so It would be very weird if I tell her as I have a huge doubt she would believe her children more so its no use. This is kinda like some drama isnt it? I thought this kind of situation only happens in drama but it does happen in real life , rarely.

Year 2003

Hey, Alicia had just uploaded this picture in facebook of me and my class when I was 8. I was really big sized that time most people thought I was kidding when I say I'm 8 . One of the reason I didnt want to be tall until nowdays ! Now I get why I was the monitor.